Without Worry / Sans Souci

Without Worry / Sans Souci

Size: P12, 61cm × 50cm, 24” x 20”
Media: Brush, Oil paint on Canvas
Date: Completed April 1st, 1972
Where: Painted in Montauroux, Var, France
Signature: “christine benson 1972”
Currently: In the family collection

Without Worry is a portrait of Christine’s younger son, Anthony, painted in the spring of 1972. In August 1971, he left France to begin University in the United States. These are his last summer days before that big step.

Anthony’s personal comment: As the summer wound down in 1971, my mother realized that she wanted to do a painting of me, but knew that I wasn’t interested in taking the time needed to sit for one; so she took a few photographs of what she had in mind, leaving me free to visit the local Lac de Saint-Cassien (in the background) or tear about the countryside on my mobylette (moped).

Shortly after these pictures were made, I managed to crash that mobylette and flipped over the handlebars to get a severe “road rash” on my chest and one side of my face. So even if I had been patient it wouldn’t have been a good look.

At the time I didn’t appreciate the significance of the title but looking back over fifty years, I can clearly see that this was my last summer of innocence with no worries about life or working and no real responsibilities. Interestingly, we can see from the diary entries below that Christine already had the title in mind before starting the painting. The tree is a close portrait of the cherry tree in our little garden area at Montauroux. Even if I’m not so certain of its proportions, I can see why she felt the need to give it some breathing room on the edge of the frame. The background is also a very good rendition of the nearby Lac de Saint-Cassien, which we would visit frequently to get some relief from the summer heat. You can also see from the diary entries below that it was a bit of struggle to do the painting just from the photographs and her memory. Incidentally, the Callian painting mentioned can be seen in the landscape section.

Photographs

Below are a series of photographs that were used for this painting.

Anthony photograph for painting
Anthony photograph for painting
Anthony photograph for painting

Diary Entries

February 29, 19722hrs Callian – bad, 3hrs -Started Anthony – good (Without Worry)
March 1, 19722hrs Callian good, 3hrs A. good
March 2, 19721hr Callian -bad -hate it. 3½hrs A. 
March 3, 19722hrs am A, went to lake, 3hrs pm A.
March 16, 19723hrs on Callian. 1hr pm and FINISHED – thank heaven.
Started on A again 1hr.
March 17, 1972Started painting A. Kathleen mentioned get off brown flesh tone – ugly; have new combination Burnt Sienna & Viridian
March 21, 19725½hrs BAD work on Anthony – will have to scrap the idea.
March 23, 1972Struggled with A’s profile for 3 hours. Am distraught with it – not like him.
March 29, 19725hrs on A. better but not him
March 30, 19726hrs on A. Painting body difficult with no photo showing same – Looks quite strong though
March 31, 19724½hrs A.
April 1, 19727½hrs and FINISHED 45 hrs. I like it!
June 25, 19721hr Pepé then 2¾hr changing A
August 2, 1973Altered A’s picture
August 3, 1973Made Frame for A. fairly successful with mitred corners


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